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Welcome Home (30701 words) by itsalwaysyou_jw
Chapters: 8/25
Fandom: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson, Sherlock Holmes & John Watson
Characters: John Watson, Sherlock Holmes, Greg Lestrade, Mycroft Holmes, Philip Anderson, James Sholto (Sherlock), Victor Trevor, Tobias Gregson, Bill Wiggins, Mrs. Hudson (Sherlock Holmes)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - World War II, Slow Burn, Angst, Pining, Developing Sherlock Holmes/John Watson, Past Sherlock Holmes/Victor Trevor.

Summary:

The year is 1945 and John Watson has just returned home from the war with more than his fair share of haunting nightmares. Suffering from PTSD and struggling with a terrible bout of insomnia, he longs to return to the stage to perform his jazz tunes. When a contest is announced for bands to write an original song in honour the returned soldiers and the end of the war, John assembles a band of veterans- including Greg, Philip, Sholto, and others- to win the grand prize.

The circumstances under which he finds himself meeting Sherlock Holmes is less than ideal. Despite their unlikely meeting, their bond eases their respective adjustments to the post-war life.

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Double Feature: Chapters 3 & 4 of Welcome Home are now available.


Chapter Three: A Promise Kept and A Promise Broken
Sherlock is only eight years old when a boy named Victor Trevor suddenly enters his life.
Sherlock is only twenty-four years old when Victor suddenly exits.

Chapter Four: One Thing In Common
Summary revoked to avoid spoilers for Chapter 3, but I will say that this is the chapter where Sherlock and John finally meet one another!



For those of you who have not started (or heard of) Welcome Home yet, it is a WWII Johnlock AU currently at 15k words with much more to go. My biggest project yet! :)
Summary:
In 1938, John Watson was at the peak of his music career, performing original jazz tunes in the hottest clubs to adoring crowds. But now the year is 1945 and Captain John Watson has just returned home from the war. Attempting to cope with the horrors he saw in the Solomon Islands, he struggles to get even a weekday slot performing at the jazz clubs. When he hears a radio announcement for a song-writing competition, he knows this is the opportunity he has been waiting for. He only needs to put a band together that can help him win the grand prize.
But first, he needs to face his survivor's guilt to honour his best friend's dying wish: he must find Victor Trevor's spouse- someone named Sherlock Holmes- and deliver a message.
Start from the beginning here.

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Hello, all!
I am sorry to have been MIA on Dreamwidth for so long. I hope you can forgive me. But I'm back now and so happy to announce that my new Johnlock project is underway with the second chapter available today. This fic has been a long time in the making and I couldn't be happier that I'm finally writing it and sharing it with all of you. However, since I haven't yet posted about Welcome Home at all, allow me to intrude my biggest project yet:

Welcome Home


Rating: Mature
Words so far: 7,975
Tags: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson, slow burn, World War II, angst, pining.
Summary:
In 1938, John Watson was at the peak of his music career, performing original jazz tunes in the hottest clubs to adoring crowds. But now the year is 1945 and Captain John Watson has just returned home from the war. Attempting to cope with the horrors he saw in the Solomon Islands, he struggles to get even a weekday slot performing at the jazz clubs. When he hears a radio announcement for a song-writing competition, he knows this is the opportunity he has been waiting for. He only needs to put a band together that can help him win the grand prize.
But first, he needs to face his survivor's guilt to honour his best friend's dying wish: he must find Victor Trevor's spouse- someone named Sherlock Holmes- and deliver a message.
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Surprise, surprise! Today's update will be posted a bit late. Still before midnight my time, but possibly past for others.
Hopefully it will be worth the wait. Today's installment will see Sherlock throughout his life struggling to understand what exactly a HOME is. He doesn't think he has ever had one.
Stay tuned!
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John's eyes were wide in the darkness, his eyes seeking to drink in details of his ceiling they couldn't possibly observe. Lying down in a futile attempt to embrace sleep, the room was frozen around him while his mind spun out of control. Every few minutes, he would abruptly throw his mind from its train of thought out of fear.

No, go to sleep,” he ordered himself, forcing his eyes closed. It felt like sandpaper and keeping them closed felt unnatural, uncomfortable. With an angry huff of air, his eyes snapped open once more and his hands worked in knots over his stomach.

He strained his ears for any audible hint that the events of today were keeping Sherlock up, but it was a silent night at 221B. He imagined he could hear the snowflakes hit his bedroom window one by one, building on top of other, more resilient snowflakes. He imagined hearing footsteps pacing in tight circles, a physical manifestation that somehow helped Sherlock process the frantic activity of his own mind. He imagined a crackling fire being built in the sitting room, a source of warmth to accompany Sherlock as he sat awake.

But it was a silent night at 221B.

No. No, it wasn’t okay. Without realizing he’d made the decision, he was on his feet and throwing open his bedroom door. He felt as though he were floating toward his destination rather than stomping like a maniac in a manner that would surely offend the floorboards. Rounding the corner with his eyes on the prize, he spotted the light come to life under the doorway and a wave of newfound anger mounted in him. So Sherlock was awake. The brilliant, clever man definitely knew what this was about, too.

That is how he came to storm in without knocking to see his friend standing strangely in the centre of his room, arms behind his back, chin jutted out expectantly in his nightgown. Hand still on the doorknob and eyes manically attempting to adjust to the sudden light of the room, his words scrambled out as though they were desperate for life.

“Why did you kiss me?”

The shouted accusatory question hung in the air, desperate for a home, a realization, an explanation. Sherlock showed no reaction, not even the slight tightening of his eyes, the drumming of his fingers, or a nervous swallow.

“I told you, John,” his words were cold and distant. Mechanical. “There was mistletoe. We were undercover, it needed to look convincing.”

Ah, this bullshit.

“That’s bullshit,” he spat, furious that he would deflect with such poor execution.

“It is not!”

“It was holly!” roared John with complete and utter bewilderment at just how stupid Sherlock thought he was. “Even I know it was holly!

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Hello, all!

So it's been a couple weeks and I've yet to introduce myself properly. I'm absolutely terrible at introduction posts so take this info dump as-is:

My name is Sami, I'm a 24 years old asexual from Seattle, Washington. Last year, I graduated from Arizona State University where I graduated Magna Cum Laude with a degree in Psychology.

I have many interests (Marvel, Disney, Star Wars, etc) but my true passions are Harry Potter, Sherlock Holmes, musical theatre, and various sitcoms such as Parks & Rec, Friends, Frasier, and Arrested Development. Most people who know me in real life will know the full extent of my obsession with musical theatre. I simply love it. If you're familiar with musicals, some of my favorites are: The Last Five Years, Hamilton (obviously), The Bridges of Madison County, Something Rotten, and In the Heights. There are many, many more that I simply love, but this post is not about that.

I have a perfect, amazing, beautiful cat named Loki. He is a total lap cat, obsessed with cuddles and tummy rubs. He is a perfect boy and I love him so much.

Loki



I also have a perfect boyfriend. He's goofy, hilarious, kind, and a complete Hufflepuff. He's completely untainted by concepts of toxic masculinity and I'd be lost without him. Here is a picture of on our anniversary:



Anywho, this is my face:



As I'm sure you have all noticed, I love writing. I mean, I really love writing. Days without it are no good. Ideas for new stories plague me faster than I could ever possibly write them. Fan fiction is incredibly fun to write and a wonderful therapeutic device for me. I suffer from severe depression and even this silly advent calendar challenge I'm doing helps get me up in the morning. Writing releases me from the terrible grip my mental illness holds over me. I just deeply love writing. I finished a 110k original novel in September and plan on editing it in 2019 to submit for publication. I look forward to posting updates on that as it comes along!

Just a one more thing:
I work two jobs for a total of 55-60 hours per week. It's why I'm always exhausted, cranky, and apologizing for late updates. One of my jobs is a simple retail position at Bath & Body Works. The other is as a vocal instructor with Guitar Center. I adore singing and I love teaching other people how to do it too.

If you're still reading this, more power to you. I would have stopped at "many interests."

See y'all around!:)
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As of last night, Deck the Halls (otherwise known as The Johnlock Advent Calendar) is officially my work with:
-the most kudos
-the most comments
-the most bookmarks
-the most hits
-the most subscriptions

Hooray! Thank you to everybody who has read and made this challenging ficlet advent calendar totally worth the blood, sweat, and tears (literally).

If you haven't read it yet, start here!
Summary:
Deck the halls with boughs of Johnlock. Alternatively, the Johnlock Advent Calendar.
One Johnlock ficlet for every day leading up to Christmas. Who is ready for pining, first kisses, established Johnlock, and everything in between? This collection of stand-alone ficlets will have it all.

Alternatively, select a chapter to read:
1. Holiday Decor
2. Star
3. You Better Watch Out
4. Snowman
5. Believe
6. Fireplace
7. Memories (light angst warning and second most reviewed chapter)
8. Music
9. Gift
10. Do You See What I See?
11. Comfort and Joy
12. Gingerbread
13. Frost (the most reviewed chapter)
14. A Beautiful Sight
15. Toy Soldier
16. Season's Greetings
17. Warm and Cozy
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Day 16 of Deck the Halls:

“They can’t have just disappeared!” he growled at the ground, hunched over in an effort to spot evidence of where his murderer went.

“I keep telling you!” John shouted across the barren field. “There is only one other set of footprints!”

He saw the distant silhouette of Sherlock kick angrily at the snow, a cloud of white vapour surrounding him momentarily until catching the wind or settling back down at his feet. “They’re different shoes!”

God, this was not how John imagined spending Christmas Day. “ Then they changed shoes !” John was so close to losing it. His teeth were clashing against each other repeatedly with violent resolve after hours outside in this hellscape. The snow was past his knees, his shoes were soaked through with frozen moisture, and he was certain he could make it look like an accident if he killed Sherlock.

A groan that Sherlock probably didn’t think John would hear escaped the detective and his hands balled into tight fists in response. “They’re different gaits, too, John!”

No, really Lestrade, Sherlock just slipped,” he imagined saying to Greg when they found Sherlock’s body.

No, probably wouldn’t be believable.

Sherlock’s back was facing him and he danced through the snow doing various reenactments of what their killer might have done in this field. The lapels of his jacket flapped behind him, swishing back and forth in the gentle wind and prompted by the winter air huffing around them.

An idea zapped into him at that moment, a cruel smile gliding across John’s face as he bent over to gather a large sum of snow between his already-freezing fingers and formed the mound into a compact ball.

“Hey, Sherlock!” he shouted, and the glee in his voice caused Sherlock to finally turn his attention to John. “Ho, ho ho!”

And he swung his right arm as forcefully as he could to project the snowball across dozens of yards to smack a confused and alarmed Sherlock Holmes square in the shoulder.

“Wha-” he shouted as he beheld the crumbled snow on his chest as though it were a substance he’d never beheld before. Laughing too hard to run, John did a strange sort of skip-walk closer to Sherlock to wipe the mess off and apologize for his childish behaviour.

Well, he was going to do that until he heard Sherlock say, now only slightly louder than his normal voice but using a rather stern tone, “That was extremely childish. Don’t do it again, we’re on a case.”

John froze just like the moisture in his shoes. Sherlock turned on his heels and continued his strange motions that were, apparently, helping the case somehow. Did he… Did Sherlock just reprimand him for having fun on Christmas?

Burning with enough anger to melt the snow around him, John held his chattering jaw firm with angry tension. Sherlock was chasing a dead trail, dragging along this miserable adventure when he’d had very, very different plans for today. Plans that involved being dry. Plans with alcohol and confessions and a lovely new scarf for Sherlock…

Fine.

He scooped up another mass of snow in his hands- more, even, than the first time- and took great care in forming it into a tight, dense ball.

“Fa la la la la,” John bellowed at the top his lungs in an off-kilter tune that he didn’t worry about. He flung it at Sherlock once more, the motion easier to aim with how much closer he now stood from him.

It hit him directly in the stomach after he turned to investigate the source John’s outburst. His mouth was a perfect “O” as it hit the breath out of him a bit and he needed to stagger backwards from the blow.

John was laughing once more, his whole body shaking with it. Perhaps this Christmas would be okay, after all.

“John,” he hissed with unadulterated fury. “I told you not to do that again.”

“Yeah, that’s true. But here’s the thing,” he said with laughter still in his voice before bending over again to amass one more snow bullet to throw at his friend’s face, “I don’t do what you tell me to.”

His hands rubbed the snow until the outside was perfectly round, the white brilliance of the trees and sky practically reflected in the surface.

“If you throw that-”

“What?” John challenged. “If I throw that… what? Ruin my Christmas? Oh, wait, you already did that.”

Sherlock’s voice was dangerously calm, his face a mask of tension and anger that left a rebellious drive in John’s stomach. “Something quite like that, yes. If you throw that-”

But it was too late. “Season’s greetings!” John shouted while Sherlock was still talking before releasing the thing.

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UPDATE

Dec. 14th, 2018 12:11 pm
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Good afternoon, everyone!
I have bad news. I fractured my pinky today. I have an update for today that doesn't involve typing (nearly impossible with my pinky) but the other updates for Deck the Halls MAY be funky these next few days. (IE arriving late, being short, etc)
Please bear with me.

13. Frost

Dec. 13th, 2018 04:50 pm
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Today was my first day off in THREE WEEKS! I celebrated by writing a longer ficlet for today's prompt.
Behold: my first coffeeshop AU (kinda).

13. Frost

Damn. They’d gotten one of John’s knights. Now their pieces were sprawled across the board with both sides balanced while his own pieces were scattered with less intention. John had never been under any illusion that this would be a game he could win, but the inevitable loss still caused a rise of anxiety.

He counted them, an unnecessary act since he’d already known how many there were before the knight’s disappearance. Still, he counted: two pawns, two rooks, one knight, one bishop, and his kind and queen still intact. Alternatively, his opponent still had three pawns, both knights and rooks, one bishop, and their queen and king.

It all started exactly 32 days earlier.

John’s first day in his new civilian job coincided with the winter’s first frost. The cold bit at his neck and the tips of his fingers, but the break room where he was expected to enjoy his lunch was suffocating with its drab, medical environment. He’d grumbled something about needing fresh air and sought refuge in a quaint shop lit up with delicate, blinking Christmas lights.

Inside was warm, mellow, and more welcoming that he could have imagined. It was as though he’d gotten home from a long day, as though he’d returned to a place of great importance from his past. It was the first instance of joy he’d felt at all since returning home from the war.

The small shop was ordained with bookshelves brimming with a variety of fiction and nonfiction essays, novels, and picture books. Along one shelf, dozens of board games were lined up in worn boxes. Only seven tables were available for customers with only three of them occupied. The two employees moving in fluid, dance-like cadence behind the counter were wearing matching black aprons.

John realized, then, that it was not a simple bakery, as he’d assumed. Rather, he’d walked into a quaint coffee shop. Of the three patrons, not one of them looked up to investigate who, exactly, the stranger was as he entered the unknown space. Instead, John felt comfortable. Relaxed. Welcome.

When he ordered his black coffee, he was feeling generous (too generous, in hindsight) and told the cashier to keep the change from his ten. John was nearly about to reprimand himself when he justified the decision with a reminder that he could afford to do it now that he’d secured a steady job.

A rather beautiful woman sat two tables down from him, though he could not catch her eyes despite how hard he laboured. Another man that John figured was around his own age- perhaps a few years younger?- sat in the isolated corner seat, face hidden behind a thick volume of pages. He spotted jet-black curls above the book and forced himself to tear his eyes away from his long legs that were crossed and bouncing to an unheard rhythm. The only other person sitting in this small space was an older gentleman who stared out the window, clearly lost in wistful thoughts that left the rest of them behind.

John’s lunch was too short that day. He rose from his seat, placed his cup by a sign that read “Please place all dirty cups, plates, and utensils in this bin. Thank you. -Grounds for Thought”, and proceeded gloomily toward the door when something else caught his eye.

He was drawn to it as though there was a magnetic pull. On the opposite side of the shop from the door and behind where John had been sitting was another, shorter table. Upon this table sat an ancient, beautiful chess set. There was a sign attached to the wall above it that read:

Chess Rules:
If you play a live game, please properly reset the pieces at the conclusion of each game.
If you would like to play against a mystery opponent, you may start a long-term match, but please abide by these rules:
1. Place your name (or a pseudonym) on your side of the table and, beneath your name, start a tally of how many moves you have made.
2. Wait for a challenger to also place their name or pseudonym on the opposite side and begin the competition.
3. If you begin the game, you must make two moves per week (each) or the board will be reset.
4. BE HONEST, NO CHEATING OR YOU WILL BE DISQUALIFIED. :)
5. When one player needs to declare check or checkmate, a note must be left on the opponent's side.
6. Have fun!!!
-Grounds for Thought Staff


Without knowing why, John was asking for a piece of paper from an employee who smiled and wished him luck. Across the paper, he wrote:

Captain Hamish
Moves: |


He moved a white pawn to E4, allowed only one brief glance to the pretty women whose eyes still hadn’t risen from her screen, and walked briskly back to work.

Five impossibly long hours later, John was off of work and ready to relax. It was his understanding that most people clocked out and sighed with anticipation of getting home. For John, however, the thought of going back to his flat where sounds were too loud, his thoughts too consuming, and his dreams unbearable left a tight knot of dread in his stomach. His feet carried him back to the shop, his mind reeling against the ridiculous choice.

He promised himself that he would just go in to check whether anybody else played a move on the chessboard, but he was kicking himself for hoping. After all, it would probably be weeks before somebody decided to engage in the game he’d begun. It was a stupid hope. But it was all he had.

His heart was surely trying to rip itself out of his chest with its pounding when his eyes lay upon the table with the game on it. Offering a half-grin to the employee who greeted him, he made his way to the board and saw that there was, in fact, a competitor for him. The paper read:

Redbeard
Moves: |


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13. Frost

Dec. 13th, 2018 12:49 pm
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Today I am writing my first coffee shop AU. But with a ~~twist~~

Stay tuned!
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Hello, all! I mentioned this in the notes of yesterday's update, but I'll post it here too:
I work 9am-9pm today and will be home at 10pm so today's update will arrive late.
Please forgive me! I appreciate your patience.

Soulmates

Dec. 10th, 2018 09:32 pm
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Who else has those times where it just... hits them how much they're made for each other? I always know it, but sometimes it is just staggering in its truth.

In every life, in every universe, in every single way imaginable, Sherlock Holmes and John Watson are soulmates.

They define the term. There is not one without the other. Their lives are always destined to entwine.

Soulmates.
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Good evening, all!

Day Ten of Deck the Halls is now available HERE.

I swore this ficlet collection would be all fluff and yet here we are again: at the corner of Angst Avenue and Crying Boulevard.
Let me just say, from the bottom of my heart: my bad.

Summary:
“Why does John’s imminent marriage bother you?”
He wanted to scream. He wanted to wail and pound his fists against the wall. He wanted to suppress the truth so far deep inside of himself that it would never desire to see the light of day. He wanted to be the person he pretended to be.
Or perhaps he wanted to scream his truth. Perhaps he wanted to walk out of here and unapologetically be the person laying starved deep inside him. Perhaps what he really wanted was permission to drop his charade.
“I love him,” he choked out. His eyes were burning with want of tears, his world crumbling apart beneath him as the confession fell out.
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Whoops! Today's advent fic is accidently angst again. Why am I like this?
I'll be editing to make it fluffier and happier, but it will mean another late posting.
Bear with me and my angst-attracted soul.

Day 9: Gift

Dec. 9th, 2018 07:41 pm
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Good evening, all! Today's ficlet for Deck the Halls is now available here.

Summary:
Sherlock needs help choosing a gift for John. Mycroft needs help spying on his little brother. Lestrade is the one helping both of them.
He's fortunate to have an unlimited texting plan.


Snippet:

What was your initial recommendation for John’s gift? None of your other recommendations are good enough. SH


Don’t you have a superhuman memory for this sort of thing?


When I’m listening, yes. SH

Not so much when I’m not listening. SH

Which I wasn’t. SH


Fuck off.


I’m telling Mycroft. SH


Go ahead.

Mycroft doesn’t scare me.


Ah, now there are two people who aren’t scared of him. He’ll be so disappointed. SH


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Late Update

Dec. 8th, 2018 09:15 pm
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Hello, all!

Today's update for Deck the Halls will be late. I will have it posted by midnight PST but that may be the 9th instead of 8th for some of you.
Thank you for your patience.

Sami

Sneak Peek

Dec. 6th, 2018 10:50 pm
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 I'm excited to release tomorrow's advent ficlet. Because I have zero impulse control, here is a sneak peek to thank you all for sunscribing here on DW.

Day 7: Memories

“Which story will you share with me today?”

The peppered hair of Sherlock Holmes was limp in his lap where his gentle head rested. The rest of him was spread modestly over their couch, John sitting upright on one end to allow Sherlock ample room to lay.

“Which story would you like to hear, my dear?” John's fingers looped in and around the curls so delicately, a lesser effort wouldn't have moved the hair at all. He thought of the beautiful mind beneath these curls. Once storing every memory like a super-computer and now weakened with age- but always beautiful.

“What season is it?”

John's heart lurched, a too-familiar pain spidering out into the nerves of his fingers.

“It is nearly winter, my love. Seventeen days until Christmas.”

Sherlock considered this, his eyes glazing over with thought. John couldn't recall the exact days (or even years) when Sherlock had acquired each wrinkle on his still-perfect face. His eyes were decorated with a painting of wrinkles, his mouth surrounded by smile lines so indented, it hurt to observe.

Those, surely, were acquired after their marriage.

“Tell me of one of our Christmases.”

That's all, folks! Stay tuned for the rest tomorrow on AO3 as part of Deck the Halls.


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 I'm writing tomorrow's advent fic and I KEEP HAVING TO STOP BECAUSE I AM CRYING.

No spoilers, but this one is tough to write.
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Deck the halls with boughs of Johnlock! Alternatively, the Johnlock Advent Calendar.

One Johnlock ficlet for every day leading up to Christmas. Who is ready for pining, first kisses, established Johnlock, and everything in between? This collection of stand-alone ficlets will have it all.

Day 6: Fireplace
"I will burn the heart out of you."

New to Deck the Halls? Read from the beginning.

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